With all of this trying to make a baby stuff, watching Teen Mom has gotten progressively harder every episode. I keep thinking about what would I have done had I been a teen mom. I realize it would be hard, really hard, but at least I would be a mom.
It gets me thinking about what it would be like to be a young mom. Not necessarily a teen mom, but an early-twenties mom. I wasn’t ready for it then, but would have been ok. It all leads me to be a bit envious of people I know who are young moms. Would things have gone quicker had Clint and I started trying right after we got married? Just thoughts that I can’t get out of my head.
Another thing Teen Mom gets me thinking about is adoption (not that Clint and I are even at that point yet). Clint and I decided that it is something we are open to if we can’t have kiddos. But watching teen girls give up their babies is hard enough and that’s just a TV show! And don’t get me started on “getting picked” by a teen! The last one said, “I just want my baby to have a stay-at-home mom.” Like that’s the only thing that separates good moms from bad moms. For your information, I will be a working mom. I don’t think we could swing the whole one income thing. And besides, I like work (my work anyhow…).
Then again, I don’t have my own little babies yet to make those important decisions.
I’m trying hard to just put it in God’s hands right now. But that is really hard.
She wasn't so Scary.
1 week ago
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I know it is hard but try not to stress! When the time is right it will happen. I have always been a true believer of everything happens for a reason. We may not know the reason now but eventually we will figure it out. So when He feels the time is right for you and Clint to have a child, somehow that will happen and it will be the best blessing ever!
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