Where I've Been

I know I've been MIA for several weeks.  I've been keeping a journal instead of blogging.  I've been having a tough time with my own feelings about all this fertility business, so my entries would not have been entertaining to say the least.  In my journal, I can express EXACTLY how I feel without worrying about hurting anyone's feelings or ticking someone off.  Because even though it's totally ok to feel angry or upset with people who I'm jealous of or people who are insensitive, I don't believe that it's ok to share this anger because there's really nothing they can do to fix the situation.  When I have better news to share, I may post some of my journal entries.  Until then, I know you'll just have to wait with anticipation.  ;)

On another where I've been note, I was able to go back to Kansas for the weekend.  I had such a good time at my friend's bridal shower and got to take my dad out for his birthday.  I was also able to spend a lot of quality time with my sister.  It's something we didn't always get to do, but I hope we can do it a lot more because it was a blast!

On the way home, I realized how blessed I am to have such great family and friends.  I always knew that my family and friends were great, but it hit me about how REALLY lucky I am to have such amazing people in my life.  Lately, one of the things I have been struggling with has been focusing on what I have instead of what I don't have.  I feel that this wonderful weekend was God telling me how good I've got it.  And I listened.