Thursday, December 20, 2012

Everyone But Me

I don't know what it is.  Maybe it's because I'm super sensitive to people being pregnant since I'm not, but it feels like everyone has been announcing a pregnancy over the past month.  Well, everyone but me.

We tried this past cycle again with Clomid.  I really thought I was pregnant.  I'm not.  It makes Christmas really hard.  I want to be happy and joyful, but it's hard! 

Don't get me wrong, I'm excited for our trip to the Smoky Mountains.  And I'm excited to get to spend so much time with family over this break.

But this Christmas will finish out the year we've gone to the fertility doctor.  And I didn't think it would take a year.  Now we're entering into year 2 with our doctor and 3 1/2 years trying. 

It's pretty depressing.  However, I am trying my best to have a good attitude this Christmas.  And I hope to be dodging the pregnancy announcements on Facebook at least until February.

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